Saturday, July 26, 2008
It's not a Perfect World
On this beautiful Sunday morning - my mind went wondering about the Perfect World. Don't you think that we as a normal human being are always in search for everything perfect?
We look for the perfect life, a perfect job, a perfect partner and it's strange that how much we tell ourselves that we are not looking for everything perfect but subconsciously we do. Why do we as human beings look for everything perfect. But have we asked that one question - is anything or everything Perfect? Can we make do without looking for Perfect? What is the objective for looking for Perfect? Is it to satisfy others or is it to satisfy our own need?
To me - my life has never been perfect. Life to me is like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes it goes up and sometimes it's down and stay down. The more I look for Perfect the more I attract the opposite so after too many mistakes in life - I am going to settle for what I have. Life used to be complicated but right now I am working on trying to uncomplicate my life. And look for less Perfect things in life.
Life now is abit easier and liveable. I take life one day at a time. You must be wondering how I do it? Well - it's easy. Surrender your life to the Lord and let HIM take control . They say - God's time is the best time. I learned that when you think that God is not there - HE is actually there. God will never abandon HIS children - we HIS children abandon HIM when we are going thru good time and went bad time hits us - we scrabble looking for HIM. Why? Because we let the materialistic Perfect world run our life. Take control of life and let God guide us. He has planned for us.
Never forget in your daily prayers to God - ask HIM for his blessing and provisions. Our God is a Willing God, He is a Wealthy God and He is a Wise God. Do not seek God only when you are in trouble. Look for God in good times and bad times.
Pray not for ourself but pray also for others - your love ones, your families, your friends and for your enemy. You will be wondering why we should pray for our enemies - right? Our enemies are also children of God - they too need the blessing and salvation from God. There must be a reason why they became the enemy. Find it in your heart to forgive your enemies. I know it's not easy to forgive someone. That's what I thought too.
I have come before God to give me the strength to forgive my enemies. Before I did that - I feel that I was in a prison. I was locked in my cell - and wanting so hard to escape. I spend so many years of life planning for a prison break. Not knowing that it was so easy to break myself from the prison I was trapped in for many years. All I have to do is to come before God and ask HIM for the strength to break away and forgive my enemies.
Does this sound like a testimony of God's wonderful work on changing my complicated life to a uncomplicated life? Maybe it is. But I am for sure will do whatever I can to change my life from what it was before to a life that is approve by God. I want to be happy and now I will do anything it takes to regain back the happiness that I used to have before my late dad passed away.
God is LOVE
(Mathew 21:22 - if you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayers).
written on July 27,08
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